Avoiding Reality?

Avoiding Reality? ----- From: Randy G. - Date: 04 Nov 1997

First I want to say how wonderful this web "SIGHT" is. It has changed my life. I have posted only once before, What have I done" (July 21, 1997 about my seperation with my girlfriend) ,and I thought it was about time to ask for some "good guesses" about my current situation. My girlfriend and I are no closer together than we were then, but I am very hopful. That is my problem. I feel I am not ready to start looking for a new relationship, I sometimes I think it's because I want so much for my ex to say "Lets try again". I still love my ex so much that I feel I am cheating on her if I think about finding someone new. Cheating on my partner is something I have never done, and I want to go to my grave being able to say that. I feel if I have any chance to begin again with my ex, (I hate using that term) I must try do what is best as if we were still together. We talk about three times a week and I always keep it light. Anyway any thoughts?

Thanks again for this wonderful gift.

Randy G.