Re: To Kelle again

Re: To Kelle again ----- From: kelle - Date: 06 Nov 1997

Wow, LL!!

This site continues to amaze me, but the beauty has not changed! You try to respond to someone else's problems and pain, and you get back so much more than you give. It ALWAYS happens here!

Your urgings remind me of what MZET tried to encourage me months ago, and your timing could have been inspired by God as well. When MZET first said the same things months ago, it was hard to accept or implement it. (TELL my SO just how unhappy I was? No way!!) But as I have grown and spent this 'quiet time' waiting to hear that little voice, I've probably been moving towards that possibility. What you have suggested is probably the next logical step.

I'm flattered by your long and thoughtful post, LL. I will be coming back to it when I have more time to thoroughly absorb all that you said. It's very good! In the meantime, I just wanted to say thanks. Also, yesterday I found more of your posts and got to know your situation a little better, and I got increasingly concerned that maybe your situation IS more serious than I first recognized yesterday. You sound SO much like MZET did 6 months ago! I DO wish your wife would hop on here--I understand her pain too!!! But what brings me tears is that whoever she is interested in PROBABLY hasn't learned the lessons yet that she has helped you with...why start all over? You sound like you were a gem all along (it's not a BAD thing to try to help out your mom; and to do it with babies on your hip to boot! I'm impressed!! ;)) [btw; your help 'around the house' is one of the characteristics that really attracted me to my 'outside interest'! Funny, yet sad, isn't it??] Seriously, I wish she could see all the good in you that I have heard in this short time....in spite of the lack of romantic feelings that I so well understand.

Enough. I'm anxious to get back to this, but it will have to be later....

kelle