Re: Verbal Abuse Advise

Re: Verbal Abuse Advise ----- From: kim (wolfie_ - Date: 08 Nov 1997

Hi Josie,

YOu have no reason to be sorry. Truly. I am sorry for trying to throw my views on everyone. There really is a time and a place and sometimes I am tooooo outspoken for my own good - and the good of others. I can come across all high and mighty and I apologize for that.

I agree that there is a time and a place and that the only thing you can do is accept totally however you feel at this moment. Whatever you feel is EXACTLY how you are supposed to feel. The greatest thing I am learning Josie is to accept myself unconditionally so that I am able to return that to others - as you can see, I have a long way to go.

When I was talking about my views earlier, I want to be clear (just for the record) that just because I take responsibility for everything, doesn't mean I am supposed to blame myself either. You see, for me, I try to live in awareness WITHOUT judgement. I feel that is key. When I start beating up on myself for creating something, I can get in serious trouble and continue the cycle. When I can, instead, just see something, with awareness, for what it is (neither good nor bad) just is, then the rest follows. I do feel that I am responsible for all of my life 100% that I am a co-creator with God, always creating on some level with my awareness or not, BUT it is important for me not to then start blaming me or judging me. Awareness without judgement I think is key. Also, I no longer feel I need to know the "why's" of why I created something either but to take appropriate action of what I can do now for my highest good and the highest good of others.

Starting to ramble again - sorry :-) I have been known to talk too much! Anyway, no need to apolgize really. My reactions are my stuff. I am always learning. Anyway, to all, I apologize for trying to "force" my views on others. We are all so beautiful and unique in our own way.

Thank you all for showing how much you care. Meant a lot!!!!!!

Lots of love to all, kim