i feel worse everyday

i feel worse everyday ----- From: betty - Date: 09 Nov 1997

I am sorry to bother everyone here again.....but i just feel so sad when i wake up......i feel more hopeless everyday......'if i still feel suicidal because i can't handle the feelings....what do i do? the only releif i feel is knowing that i can end it......it scares me.....but i just cannot stand myself anymore