Re: long distance love

Re: long distance love ----- From: Frustrated - Date: 03 Dec 1997

Pam,Good point well taken.I can not help but feel kind of foolish at this point.My care and interest have overpowered my good judgment.Nothing intimate has taken place except our quick hug and kiss before we parted this summer.You guys know much more about how i feel for her then she does.I have been very careful with what i have told her about my feelings.And i know she likes me as a good friend,maybe a little more.I have dumped my heart to you guys in a way she does not know.I guess im saying i have been very careful.At the same time i have gotten to fresh with this situation.Where are MY values.I can't believe i did not see that.Foolish!And i never said her boyfriend was a monster.He is a good man at heart obviously.She does realize she latched on to him for safety and because she was lonely so they just happened.I have not been fair to him at all.Oh,I feel badly.The one thing i have done correctly i feel is to give her some good direction.She was so lost in her depression and sadness from her divorce i felt she deserved some help.Where i really screwed up was to get so emotionally involved with her.And i think in her own way she may have mirrored that in me not even realizing it.you guys have rung some bells here for me.Thank you!I'm going to think more on this......