Re: Turtle on the Snail's Back

Re: Turtle on the Snail's Back ----- From: Bugga - Date: 17 Dec 1997

That's part of my problem; I am having difficulty TRULY surrendering. I have felt that peace a few times, but it was temporary. So I know it exists. Yesterday I tried saying it but I couldn't because I didn't feel it in my heart. There's something blocking me. It may be guilt because I have some vices I know are unaccepting to God and myself. Should I ask anyway? How can I feel good about it? He is trying to touch me and I KNOW IT!! Too many things have happened for it to be anything else. I'm sold on it. Why won't I let Him in? AAGGHH!!

Love, Bugga